song at the moment

Vanilla Twilight lyrics
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

curcol -,-

have you ever had an experience small things becoming big or maybe giant? or maybe small problem but the the time to solve that is too long? or hmmmmmmm you have a bad day and want to tell someone precious for you for sharing but the answer is didnt match with your feeling and after that you have an argument and the time to solve that problem eventhough both of them already appologize each other is too long? all i can do only crying, if i can wish to god, i want my tears was dry so i cant crying in front of you and i dont disturbing you. i didnt know your problem and i want to know, i want to help you, maybe i'm useless but i want to try my best to help you, in every aspect. sigh, i'm like zombie haha waiting for your message always waiting, didnt want to eat, asking your friends you already go home or not haha you can say i'm too much, but i only worried about you, all i can do now is waiting until your problem is solved and waiting for you to tell me what happended, idk what i can do for you, but if you need me, just ask, i'll be there for you. for last, i really miss you, i want to said this to you : do you miss me? haha stupid me to hope you will read this :p okay now i must go back to my f*cking karya tulis karena besok sidang jengjengjeng tegang banget sumpah, ini lebih susah dibanding keliatannya, wish me luck my little kiddo :) *i miss someone who always pinch my cheek hahahaha