Monday, July 12, 2010

finally

These are some pictures that I found which might represent my feelings right now


yes, the new school year, new beginnings, everything new, I opened my eyes, into a new world and eventually found a bright spot in my new world. no more sad song no more tears fall down. i was the new me


I sometimes feel that feeling. I do not lie to my own feelings. I still love you. but I'm just trying to open a new leaf of my life. not forget you, i still cant but i'll try to become better people. I'll try to keep my eyes to not look for you anymore.................


I'm still looking for a man who will truly love myself because who i am. I do not know how long it will take some time because it is very difficult nowadays to find men who are really good. I'm not ready for a new commitment. I do not want to have a relationship that only kidding


I am a person who does not easily forget the memories. I really hate ending. I know, nothing is forever. but why people so easily forget something that previously was our beloved? frankly, I would cry because of the separation. as much as possible I will always maintain that memory, the memory still lives within us. and I will never forget the memories are precious to me



and now I'm free. no one rein me. although there is a burden, but I really feel free. no more fear of losing a boyfriend, jealous, and others. I want to do whatever I liked. for me, now there's only family and close friends. they will not betrayed me. thanks for being something worthwhile in my life, without you, i'm nothing


now I have found my true self, how my nature, how my goals, how the motto of my life, and whom are the people who really loved me. I'm childish, I'm whiny, I easily get angry, but that's me. I'm me. however myself, I love myself as is. thank you to all who have loved me like this. I love you



although I do not know where I need this turned my feet where, all I could do right now continues to run ahead, to face tomorrow to come. whether good or bad things will happen, I can only deal with it, no time to hide and avoid the problem. I hope I can find happiness in the future. wish me luck


ohya, i find a song which related with my condition right now too :

This Is Me – Demi Lovato (Camp Rock OST)

I’ve always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I’ve got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I’m gonna let it show, it’s time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I’ve found, who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it’s like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you’re the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it’s too far away
I have to believe in myself
It’s the only way

This is real, This is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I’ve found, who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You’re the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I’m singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You’re the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I’ve found, who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You’re the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You’re the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I’m singing
Now I’ve found, who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

i really love this song, idk why............ maybe IT'S ME :')